Terri Schiavo has died.

Well, it's happened. There's something seriously messed up with a society that treats it's animals better than a human being.



I heard a commentator last night say " Maybe if someone had asked Christopher Reeve when he was flying around as Superman if he would want to go on living without the use of his limbs or become what he had he would have said "pull the plug" too, but look at all the good that he did after the fall we would have missed if they had."

And that's true if you think about it. Maybe I would want my life ended if I suddenly lost all functioning of my body and I knew I would become a burden to someone. But would I feel differently after it happened? Would I want to live after all?

Yes it's a bit different with Terri because she was supposedly in a "vegetative state", but think about it?

Do you think there might be a possiblity that you would change your mind?

Long Day

Long day. I would so love to just go pick up some Chinese take-out, put my feet up, and read a good book after work.

Will it happen? Probably not. Take-outs too fattening, I have laundry I need to finish, and errands I should run.

Maybe this weekend.

I really want to finish at least ONE of the books I have started!

#1 being "The Number of the Beast" by Heinlin and

#2 being "Les Miserables" (because it's my favorite Boadway show and I just had no know ALL the details that the show left out, fool that I am!).

I know I won't get through all of Les Miz so it'll have to be Heinlin. Hey, I usually have more than two books going so I'm already ahead I figure.

This Land is my Land...

The land of their birth calls to all of them. It was a good land at one time, a land fertile and lush providing for the needs of all the people. Honey and every sweet thing flowed freely. Pungent spice seasoned the air of the cities. Pristine waters gave life to all that touched them. But soon the wars of man and their greed of arrogant wants and aspirations corrupted it. The blood of innocents wasted on the altars of selfish desire cried out for justice. And Justice arrived, but not without a warning.....

Kswope 3/28/05

Good things.

Today I feel better after working through some things relationship wise. Good thing.

I have a lead on a car I can buy for cheap and it seems to be in good condition. Good thing.

Still gotta learn to balance my checkbook. Bad thing!

BUT, but I'm beleiving for better things to come my way. Great thing.

I think 3 good things HAVE to cancel out a bad. Right?

Yeah I thought so too.

From Bad to Worse

Wrecked my car last week. Totalled. Now it's fighting with the insurance/and finance companies in addition deciding how I'm gonna scrape up enough money for another vehicle. I wish public transportation was viable around here. I'd just say screw it and never buy a car again. Maybe I need to move to NYC. All I'd have to worry about there is higher taxes, rent, and planes flying into buildings.

I did not need this.

Why me?

Did ya ever have a WEEK where you just wanted to bang your head against something. Yep that's my week. Not even gonna go into details. Suffice to say, life is tough these last particular days. Deh, in another week it'll all blow over.

It'd be nice to have a time teleporter button though. Having a suckie day? BZZZZZZZZZ TELEPORT one week ahead. My luck that day would be just as suckie or worse (although it's been my experience, if I can just whether the storm, things eventually even out). But dang, some days it feels like Murphey's gonna kill me before I can get through to the other end.


Of course this all goes against my usual belief that there's 'joy in the journey'. Today the journey aint so joyful.